C'est Moi

I am so glad to receive your letter reminding me the journey in Oz mixed of suffering, delighted and fuifilling.Comparing to your new life in new semester, mine is quite simple and unchanged. When I were in Canberra and Melbourne, I finally faced my problem and found out the very first step to solve this puzzle. After two monthes passed there didn't seem to be any further result however the process is keep goiong. We have been educated and trained to compete at the very first day we attended school and always be encouraged for higher grades and better performance for praises and gifts. Is it all?  Is it what I want in the depth of heart. I didn't get the exact answer but if there must be one. I would said that's because I want to have the right to choose what kinds of life I want. Life is just like mountain climbing, most people want to get the top but no one really know the scenes on the top. After you get the top would you still remember what you want when you were still on the bottom? To pursuit the better life and improving is human nature. My doubt is do we made the social system or the system made us? To own some doubts is a good thing, and the most dangerous thing is feeling no doubt to everything at all. that's the thing bothering me recently but don't worry there are still lots of interesting in life. After coming back I came back my hometown, Taitung , a very local county with beatiful nature scene and I attended athe musical festival,spring scream in Kenting the southest beach in Taiwan. It was really great experience of lying on the grass and listening the live band with breeze. I also see the news about Wen Jiabao's visiting to Japan, and I thought the relationship between China and Japan will better. About the rape of Nanjing, there is an interesting report on BBC, just like what you told me, the Youth in JP do know the truth however they don't know how terrible it is, comparatively the Youth in China was taught to emphasize the big damage suffered. It is human nature, the different mindset between perpetrator and victim.